again.
feel like to express a lot, but don't know how.
these 2 months, i've been gone through a lot.
my minds and behaviors are so out of control, like they don't belong to me.
so much theories are raised are developed from myself, friends and family.
i tried to think positively, tried to do what's right, avoided to do the wrong.
funny how it turned out that, there isn't anything that is always true.
i gave up the relationship i was having because of thousands of speechless reasons,
i'm not sure they are either excuses or real reasons.
yes, you might say i'm a messy one.
but all i'm tryin to do is to be true to my feelings.
i don't want to be unfaithful and unfair to anyone.
especially to someone that i cared, i wanna stop it before it went wrong.
i don't expect people to support me or what,
i just hate the feeling to regret...hate the way i'm not doing what i really wanted to.
i've never been into such puzzle, such crazy situation in my life.
i'm not good at handling love affairs.
love sometimes seems so hard to approach...but somehow so easy to feel.
i'm frustrated by love.
i'm just so weak...
the word 'waiting' is just so torturing and challenging...
Avril Lavigne - How Does It Feel
I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that I can breath
And I don't need much of anything
But suddenly suddenly
I'm small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
Suddenly suddenly
How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
I am young
And I am free
But I get tired and I get weak
I get lost and I can't sleep
But suddenly suddenly
How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel
